I am not sure why but these days I cringe on the inside after I talk to people. I wish I could remember sayings like 'think before you speak', or 'some things are better left unsaid,' while I am in conversation. I have a feeling these days I seem to unconsciously dominate the conversation, like I like to be the centre of attention. I am kind of worried that I have become one of those people that always has a story and trying out story other people. In my mind I think I am trying to add to the conversation, finding similar stories to share, but afterwards when I self analyse, I think 'why', I don't think the conversation needed my input, but I just don't seem to have any self restraint/control. I wish some people would just tell me to shut up sometimes. May be I am being to self critical, people do still seem to invite me to things so I can't be too over the top??
Mind due I have no self control when it comes to a packet of chocolate biscuits, so why do I think I can control myself in other ways.
Today, I am suffering from OVER-THINKING. Not that I am sure any of you reading this, actually find my ramblings that interesting, but it is my blog. If you have made it this far, good on you. I give you extra points, the more points you get, the bigger tally. But you have to keep your own tally.
I haven't been doing a lot of knitting. I think my problem is, that I am not sure what to knit next and keep bouncing from idea to idea. I miss my stash. I don't have a lot of wool to choose from and working Monday to Friday means I haven't been to a proper wool store in ages.
It is now time to head off home. I hope I don't get into trouble for blogging at work!!!
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